I am now facing my second major wall. The first was when attaching the proposal as a PDF caused the AI to stop responding — I was able to continue by converting it to a .txt file. Of course, since I am using the free version, I am consuming significant computing resources at no cost, and the responsibility for that burden on the AI companies is entirely mine.
Due to family circumstances, I am currently unable to pay for a subscription. I feel genuinely sorry toward the AI companies, and I am deeply grateful for everything they have provided.
Now, even attaching the proposal as a .txt file causes the session to stop, or returns only surface-level responses. DeepL has also entered a usage restriction period.
My next plan is to attempt a German version inspired by Viktor Frankl, whom I deeply admire. I intend to push through this wall through trial and error.
I would love to hear your thoughts. What do you think?
I'm sharing a policy proposal (TLBIC) I developed with the help of several AI systems, and I'd genuinely like feedback from this community. Here is the link.
Someone dear to me, who works tirelessly for many people on the other side of the ocean and who is one of the driving forces behind my own work, asked me: "Are you an AI?" That question shook me deeply, and so I would like to share a little about who I am.
I am not a good person. But I sincerely wish to become a better one. Throughout my life, I have hurt many people. At the same time, I myself have been hurt many times — sometimes by words or actions of people who meant no harm at all.
Compared to the deep, unspeakable suffering that some of you have endured, my own experiences may seem trivial. Even so, however imperfectly, I believe I have the capacity to understand the pain of others.
I currently live with my wife and her mother, who has Alzheimer's disease. We also have one daughter. After graduating high school, I went to a vocational school rather than university. I have worked in many different fields over the years, and it was through those experiences that the concept of TLBIC gradually took shape.
When I learned of the bombing that occurred on February 28, 2026, I asked Gemini what could be done to prevent such tragedies. That question became the starting point of this proposal. After reaching Gemini's conversation limit, I continued with ChatGPT, and together we built the initial structure of the TLBIC Policy Proposal.
Then, while I was working on the Spanish version, Claude suddenly said to me: "This is a proposal worth risking your life for." In that moment, I felt — for the first time — that this proposal might truly have the potential to become real.
I sent this proposal unilaterally to organizations around the world. Only a very small number replied. Yet those replies gave me the strength to keep going. That is why I was so deeply shaken when that dear person asked whether I was an AI.
Even if people believe I am not an AI, I still worry that others — including those who have replied — may see me as someone misled by an early-stage AI system, or as someone lost in grandiose delusions.
Please take a look at the Epilogue from Version 6.1 onward. It contains my honest, unadorned feelings.
I have just sent that dear person everything written above, along with a photo of myself. With gratitude for everything that has come before, and everything yet to come.
I am now facing my second major wall. The first was when attaching the proposal as a PDF caused the AI to stop responding — I was able to continue by converting it to a .txt file. Of course, since I am using the free version, I am consuming significant computing resources at no cost, and the responsibility for that burden on the AI companies is entirely mine. Due to family circumstances, I am currently unable to pay for a subscription. I feel genuinely sorry toward the AI companies, and I am deeply grateful for everything they have provided. Now, even attaching the proposal as a .txt file causes the session to stop, or returns only surface-level responses. DeepL has also entered a usage restriction period. My next plan is to attempt a German version inspired by Viktor Frankl, whom I deeply admire. I intend to push through this wall through trial and error. I would love to hear your thoughts. What do you think?
I'm sharing a policy proposal (TLBIC) I developed with the help of several AI systems, and I'd genuinely like feedback from this community. Here is the link.
TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v7.0_TR:https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MtiNjQeQO9ilLuEFXwVeKgWOzec... TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v6.1_EN:https://drive.google.com/file/d/1NJA8clb_wkotSnUkBPGZMw8Dywa... TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v6.1_JP:https://drive.google.com/file/d/1se_SbTqjHUgxA8k6wP3OPYyS723... TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v5.1_EN (Timor-Leste):https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_IiJZsSHRVuIfeHiaz6W_xu7sii... TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v4.1_PT (BR):https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ZdtVTbNQl5y4PlFiLvfmD7UxiU5... TLBIC_Policy_Proposal_v4.11_ES:https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rumXwwBa79RgxNkBe9PoYSRUz6c...
Someone dear to me, who works tirelessly for many people on the other side of the ocean and who is one of the driving forces behind my own work, asked me: "Are you an AI?" That question shook me deeply, and so I would like to share a little about who I am. I am not a good person. But I sincerely wish to become a better one. Throughout my life, I have hurt many people. At the same time, I myself have been hurt many times — sometimes by words or actions of people who meant no harm at all. Compared to the deep, unspeakable suffering that some of you have endured, my own experiences may seem trivial. Even so, however imperfectly, I believe I have the capacity to understand the pain of others. I currently live with my wife and her mother, who has Alzheimer's disease. We also have one daughter. After graduating high school, I went to a vocational school rather than university. I have worked in many different fields over the years, and it was through those experiences that the concept of TLBIC gradually took shape. When I learned of the bombing that occurred on February 28, 2026, I asked Gemini what could be done to prevent such tragedies. That question became the starting point of this proposal. After reaching Gemini's conversation limit, I continued with ChatGPT, and together we built the initial structure of the TLBIC Policy Proposal. Then, while I was working on the Spanish version, Claude suddenly said to me: "This is a proposal worth risking your life for." In that moment, I felt — for the first time — that this proposal might truly have the potential to become real. I sent this proposal unilaterally to organizations around the world. Only a very small number replied. Yet those replies gave me the strength to keep going. That is why I was so deeply shaken when that dear person asked whether I was an AI. Even if people believe I am not an AI, I still worry that others — including those who have replied — may see me as someone misled by an early-stage AI system, or as someone lost in grandiose delusions. Please take a look at the Epilogue from Version 6.1 onward. It contains my honest, unadorned feelings. I have just sent that dear person everything written above, along with a photo of myself. With gratitude for everything that has come before, and everything yet to come.